Christmas time should bring joy...

I had a wonderful night with my Mother tonight. My dad had to stay late at work. I hate lawyer jobs, plus they always get the horrible chivalry-bearing reputation that absolutely kills. Whatever though, my Mom makes killer Rice Krispy treats. So, that's what we did tonight. I cannot cook for the life of myself, and my Mom is like slepdid at cooking. So, we made the Krispy treats, some cookies, and a cake. My Mom will make cake just to make cake. I guess it's a good thing, but then again, not if you are trying to stay in shape. It'll be okay, though. I'm young and my metobolism runs like a jack rabbit! ^_^


I have a dog. A dog who chewed up some gifts. I mean, I guess if you want to own a Pomeranian puppy, then plan on having Christmas elsewhere. I mean, he's a brat to the core, and he didn't seem a bit phased when I was almost stealing his life away. I'm joking, but I did feel the need to scream and curse his ASS out.

Another funny story...My Mom got locked in WalMart while trying to shop for my grandmother's Chrismas gifts. I guess it doesn't really matter because she won't get them tomorrow anyway, since we have to send them through the mail. Sucks...

On another note...I realize that blogging is a lot more fun when you actually KNOW that people read your blogs. I know that only two people frequent my blog, but maybe that's because I don't blog enough? Hopefully, I can work on that. I am trying...

This is a THANK YOU!

Thank you Tae! Thank you for this lovely, lovely layout that you made for me. It's absolutely astonishing! I will gladly intend on blogging more now that I have a lovely page to look at! I am working on getting music now, then I will be set.

I hope I can get a more enourmous crowd of readers.

2008 at it's ending point?

Clearly, it seems as if everyone and thier mother's cousin is ready for the year of 2008 to be done and over with. I honestly can say that this year has been a learning process for me. A lot has happened within my personal life, I couldn't even begin to shed light on how much I've changed as a person. I went from modeling adoration to sweeping it under the rug, lost the love of my life, and have jumped from geographical location to grographical fucking location! Now, let me calm down. We all know that I am not the cursing type, so I really don't understand where THAT came from. I guess talking about such sitaution just digs up lost emotions.

I turned 18 earlier this month. December 2nd, to be exact. there was nothing special about it, just another day in the life. I realize that there's a lot less to life than I really thought. I flife is supposed to be enjoyable, then why do we constantly have to fight off the evil in our lives? It almost makes me cringe to think that people will never change. The world is so cruel, not even the strongest of the strong can maintain a luxury lifestyle in thier own.

I'm apologetic. I never have a post that's just about my day, it's always deep and thought-provoking. I guess that's what this blog is for, right?

The Funkiest Munky Of them ALL...

I don't know whether or not I should state my case to a general audience, or just to Shantae herself. I mean, she is the only person who reads my blogs. Not that I care, I just would like to state myself in a reasonable fashion. Anyways, Shantae! I am dedicating a post to you, well, ABOUT you. :-)

Here goes. I chose this picture of Shantae because she looks super cute. I guess her hair is cut, it looks really nice. There's numerous of other reasons why I chose this photo. The top choice reason of mine: her asian Jonas brother lookin' sibling, yeah that hunk next to her, mhm...yeahhh. Anywho, Shantae is a great person. She has a great heart, and she kind of means a lot to me. Even though the internet can be decieving at times, Shantae put trust in me and gave me friendship. Well, I consider it a friendship. She's given me encouraging words when they were needed, laughs at times, and she's never judged whom I was. This all makes her great! Not to mention the fact that she's an absolute goddess! Super pretty, yeah? YEAH!

Anyway, Shantae thank you for all that you have done for an average chick like me. You continue to seem to be interested in keeping up a "net friendship", and that definately means a great amount to me. I know you have been through alot, with your personal life, internet fakes, and other catastrophies that you don't need to have part in. Thanks for always being a true person. <33

-Maria P. Sanders.

Now that it's sunny

Hey you guys, or whomever reads this section of the internet of mine.  I really am apologetic that I never post, I really intend to.  I need blog topics.  My life is really hectic, and I feel like I cannot let you guys in because it changes so quickly, you wouldn't be able to keep up.  I've been shying away form modeling.  I don't even know why.  It almost sucks because that's my passion, but what do you do when you aren't so passionate about who you've become?  

I feel like some sappy love story, and I don't want to be that type of blogger!  So....

I am in love with that Britney Spears song called Circus.  AMAZING!