Can I Travel Your Baggage?

Speaking of traveling, I recently am located in Virginia. Richmond, VA to be exact. I really think this place is beautiful. I would love if my family could stay in Virginia. I am really awfully sick of moving. Planes are like my home now. As much as people think it would be a great lifestyle, it's absolutely not. Many things are lost, none gained in situations like the appointed. I have no friends, and I feel like I can never get close to people. I think it's a loss in my opinion. It's a catch 22, either I lose friendship and childhood or I lose the security of my own place to call home. There is one good thing about having paretns with occupations like my own, I have seen many different countries, cities, and states. It will never get new going to a place like France or Africa. It will NEVER get old.

Another topic at hand, is this here blogging. I've been trying to blog on a more regular routine. It seems like I am not good at doing so. I check my email more than often. I guess I feel that email is more enclosed, personal, and a better way to keep in contact. One of the issues I have with blogging, is I always feel like my ideas aren't worth typing. I feel as though people won't relate to what I go through because I'm constantly changing paces with my location. Basically what I'm saying is that if you would like to get to know me on a more personal level, you can aither A) shoot me some blog ideas OR B) ask for my email address. Either choice would work fine with me.

The reasoning behind my title is this....








I'm not too sure, but I do however think that this aforementioned photos are worthy of piling onto my model portfolio. Please tell me which you like better. That would be greatly appreciated. I know the above pictures do somewhat show off the lack in height that I struggle with, and my hair doesn't look very photogenic, in my view. Whatever works, though. Another day, another photoshoot.

Ciao!

Lady Gaga And/Or Joe Budden.

First I would like to metion that Joe Budden should seriously put his pension plan to the works. This man just released an album, I'd like to say last month, and sold about 4,000 copies. This man didn't try to get any exposure or any press for this release. Joe Budden is not my favorite at anything for the situation's sake, but that is not swaying my perception of this situation. I cannot sit and think of any Joe Budden tune that was heavily in rotation. I can't even think of any amusing clash he was in with any other rapper in the industry. Now that is sad because every rapper takes part in "beef". To put things, let's say lightly, the man needs to head back under the "aint shit with or without" rock because there's not any amount of money that could cover that humiliation.

Lady Gaga. You are my idol. An absolute goddess in everything you do. I hope that one day I could become a double for you. :)

Lady Gaga is one amazing bitch. I was proud to have heard that I look a huge resembelance to her more than TWICE this month. It's quite flattering.

Continued Comparisions

Why do people always feel the need to "out-due" the next? Just do what YOU need to do to live happily and stop caring about every-fucking-one else. Seriously. I'm so sick of seeing people with that comparitive eye towards myself. Just leave me alone! I think that people should stop looking towards the media and other bullshit ass sources to figure out who they are. It's over and done with.

The word "swag" is beyond wack. People act as if swag is acquired from a new pair of shoes, a $200 handbag, and/or a new "dougie". STOP IT! You know that lady that you saw walking down the street with the two cats on a leash, a plastic bag, and an old hand-me-down pea coat? Yeah....that bitch has swag. Why? Because she's doing her to her full potential and she obviously doesn't care who looks at her wrong. Think about that.

Pardon My Excellence

Right now, I've gotten this serious chip on my shoulder, that I truely believe should be there.




I'm back, and I have no means of turning away this time. I shook myself from the whole internet world for a while. I had to start from a clean slate and refresh whom I was. Now, the real Maria must come out. I have this whole cliche line about myself in where I mention how much of a "Bitch" I am, but in all actuality- I'm not showing my true colors. Let me just say that the world has brightened my eyes. I'm no longer gong to extend a polite gesture or a few kind words. I'm absolutely going to stand above the rest of you low-life females and show you how much I can really work.

Allow yourself to roll out the red carpet, bitches.